Corporate World and all..

Someone once told me *in other to learn patience you must learn to count to at least 10 before you react. *

For an impulsive person like me it’s a challenge; I always have an opinion. I am a woman of many words (in my defense I think I make a lot of sense at least if you understand my gibberish then I am content)

I have struggled with listening before speaking, not judging a book by the cover, Generally, profiling people before they get comfy and sometimes jumping into conclusions ( i still struggle with the conclusions) . I like to believe after all the books I have read I have people skills.

But as I walked away yesterday after I felt wronged and angered by a man I heard a scripture in my heart: 

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against......................

So my anger, my battle wasn't against the man or a man, or the corporate world or the artificial slavery, or the Government, but it is against, poverty, lack of creativeness, ineptitude, hatred, prejudice, fear, insecurity, idolatry, hero worship and envy, lack of ambition, etc

This is what drives the work place, the corporate world is filled with snitching, back biting, toe stepping, benching, overtaking etc, its dirty the fancy things in it are our suits and paychecks, not everyone can say the pay is commiserate to the torture.The constant need to prove oneself and value, the restriction and inhibition, the ass licking alone can drive one insane. 


The idea is to be one's owns boss but in a third country like ours it is a long shot (but it is a shot)

Someone once told me *sometimes you have to do what you don’t like so one day you will be able to do what you like*

So after I walked away from the battle field to re-strategise ,I played a game time rage (it involves shooting the enemy) you play it with artificial guns but it works like therapy, killing those enemies gave a sense of victory...


i am no longer angry because i am a woman with a plan, i have words in my heart and i open  my mouth now and i speak because words dont die, so i say to these things be gone, you trouble me no more from today my today will always be better than my yesterday, nothing that comes my way is impossible there is always a solution, i am a person who never fails , i belong to a kingdom which its inhabitants abound in every-good thing. i take a stand against pettiness, jealousy, gossip, back-bitting, loathing and envy and whatever form of deceit these things wear this day .. you have no home with me.


i am victorious before the battles begin, i am a wonder worker, i am an attraction to greatness and one day my name will hang on plenty walls, i may even name one 
Pully's Mall,or hall and i will stand tall in all for now cause i see more than the mall, i see so much more.


Right now, today , i am punching the clock . Someday, i will own the clock, tick-tock here i come , this wont stop till i get to the top.